My mother suffers from generalized anxiety disorder and occasionally experiences panic attacks, during which she often mumbles incoherently. When she feels better, she recounts some of the thoughts that occurred to her during these attacks. Her personal experiences intertwine with the turbulent political events in India and the history of Assam: images of Partition, the Indochina War, the Assam Movement, and the subsequent insurgency are inseparable not only from her but from the mental landscape of entire generations of Assamese people since India's independence. My mother often writes down these experiences in the form of letters she addresses to her mother, who passed away several years ago. These letters, which prove to be quite cathartic, give her a sense of peace. This film is an attempt to reconstruct my mother's process of interacting with her memory triggered by her panic attacks.